I'm curious if anyone else feels guilty when they don't
write for a day. Or two.
For reasons having to do with my apartment maintenance, my
writing schedule has been thrown off for two days running. And I feel, well . . . guilty.
You see, since I started this WiP, I've been getting up
earlier than usual every morning, waking my little guy (he's 12 pounds with a
body full of curly apricot hair, and sleeps on the foot of my bed) – which is
harder than you might think, as he doesn't like to get up early – and we go for
our morning walk. Once he's had his
breakfast, I go off to the porch to write for a couple of hours. Every day without fail. Except Sundays (not because I'm religious or
anything, it's just the day I spend watching movies or TV with a friend).
Until yesterday, when we had a scheduled maintenance
appointment . . . scheduled in as much as they gave us an 8-hour window. Now, since the last time I let someone into
my apartment to fix anything and they caused a flood that took weeks to
recuperate from, I don't allow any maintenance to take place unless I'm
home. At any rate, I got up early,
walked my puppy, and hopped in for a quick shower so I could let the guy in. Now, they didn't take all day to show up, as
they normally do, but they threw me off schedule, nevertheless. And I never got any writing done.
Today they had an “inspection.” Again, the whole thing threw me off enough
that I never got to the writing. I mean,
the reason I don't do anything before I get in some writing time is because I
have less chance of getting sidetracked that way. The only reason I even take the little guy
out is because if I don't I'll have to clean it up. Okay, that, and he's my baby. Besides, he's doing his job by seeing to it
that I walk enough to keep my knees from jolting me out of a dead sleep in pain
(yes, I know it's counter-intuitive, but keeping moving really does
help keep arthritis from being more painful than it otherwise would be).
So there it is: two days, no writing. (Well, okay, no working on the novel. I mean, I'm writing this. This counts as writing, doesn't it?)
I feel incredibly guilty for not having worked on the novel
in two days' time.
I will be very relieved when I get back to it tomorrow
morning. I have some places I have to go
later in the day, errands and such. But
if I get some writing done in the morning, I feel like I've actually accomplished
something.
Also, I'm a little afraid.
I think I'm afraid that if I leave it too long, my characters won't be
speaking to me anymore.
Anyone else afraid their characters will be mad at them
because they feel neglected?
Oh my. My characters are probably banding together, plotting to murder me in my sleep. If I miss more that 2-3 days in a row, I fall off the writing wagon most of the time, and don't write at all for weeks. That's where I am at the moment. :P
ReplyDeleteI didn't even know this was here, sorry! And the blog got taken down, too; they thought it was spam, and naturally punished me first and THEN checked into it. [Sigh]
DeleteAnyway, glad I'm not the only one! But we'll keep each other working, right? I'm loving the Writingsprints on Twitter! I hope anyone reading this who doesn't know what I'm talking about will follow us both on Twitter and join in the #writingsprints!